Some references you might read if Gay HIV prevention is important to you!
Latino Gay Men and HIV: Culture, Sexuality, and Risk Behavior. Rafael M. Diaz. 1998.
Sexual Ecology: AIDS and the Destiny of Gay Men. Gabriel Rotello. 1997.
Coming Out Spiritually: The Next Step. Christian de la Huerta. 1999.
A Brief History of Everything: Ken Wilber. 2000. (Read anything by Wilber, repeatedly.)
Infections and Inequalities: The Modern plagues. Paul Farmer 1999.
Beyond Illness; Discovering the Experience of Health. Larry Dossey. 1984.
Gay Men at the Millenium. Sex, Spirit, Community. Edited by Michael Lowenthal
The Pleasure Principle: Sex, Backlash, and the Struggle for Gay Freedom. Michael Bronski. 1998.
Victory Deferred: How AIDS Changed Gay Life in America. John- Manuel Andriote. 1999.
In the Shadow of the Epidemic: Being HIV Negative in the Age of AIDS. Walt Odets.1995.
Street Zen: The Life and Work of Issan Dorsey. David Schneider. 1993.
Another Mother Tongue: Gay Words: Gay Worlds. Judy Grahn. 1984.
The Trouble With Normal: Sex, Politics and the Ethics of Queer Life. Michael Warner. 1999.
Or forget all of this and spend the rest of your life studying the “Talks of Ramana Maharshi.” (“The greatest sage of the twentieth century”. Ken Wilber.)